Mike's Anubis

The Story That Is My Life

What do you do? 3/ 21/15

When there is no one to distract you. When what do you do? When being alive feels so wrong. What do you do? When everyone’s an enemy. What do you … Continue reading

March 21, 2015 · Leave a comment

Triggering SI Triggering (New pic 3/18/15)

 These are my new scares from my self injury they are there to the story of Lisa.  And the Loss of her only time will tell it there will be more. Because the pain is … Continue reading

March 18, 2015 · Leave a comment

Latuda / Clozaril / Venlafaxine (update / journal) 2.14.15

I just wanted to journal about the meds I am on maybe these things help others. Some big things have been going in my life so this may not be … Continue reading

March 14, 2015 · Leave a comment

Frustration (journal 2/3/15)

My frustration is in what Einstein called the definition of insanity. I do the same thing over and over and expect a different out come. I do not do this … Continue reading

February 3, 2015 · Leave a comment

I am fraud – 10.7.14

I am working the best I can with my new position at work. The doubts are all over the place. The feeling of failure in every decision. Am I doing … Continue reading

October 7, 2014 · Leave a comment

Am I bad at Pancakes 7.26.14

I have read more then a few articles / postings about how to do awesome things with pancakes. I have tried to do a lot of them.  I just apparently … Continue reading

July 26, 2014 · Leave a comment

Journal ~ Eating a way to end my life.

7:37am 7/11/2014 I have gained back 5 pounds a month for the last 4 months. My highest weight was 450ponds and I went all the way down to 290 pounds. … Continue reading

July 11, 2014 · Leave a comment