Mike's Struggle

The Story From A Broken Mind


2114462140-happy-quotes-562Asking why just seems not to help anymore, maybe its because there is no answers or maybe because “why” is not the right question to ask.


When does the pain stop?

Or maybe I should ask, when did the pain start.

When I was a child did I hate the world, like now.

Why do we always laugh at the sitcom guy that nothing ever goes right for?

When you know their pain you don’t laugh.

When was the last time I truly laughed at anything.

Maybe it was when the pain was lifted.



Most every day I feel the lowest of lows, kind of like one long nightmare. Like someone has turned off my joy and just let the pain, hurt and depression run wild. It is to the point where I don’t know what pain is real and what pain was made up by my hallucinations to keep me locked inside of this box. Look out side the box a reader might say. Get a grip. But its not the box that is broken, it is the mind that makes it real that is broken. Your eyes only see what the mind wants.

Sadly I walk the path of my brokenness.

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Written By & Posted By: Michael J. Granata
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“Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn’t go away.” – Philip K. Dick

“The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and bad things. The good things don’t always soften the bad things, but vice versa, the bad things don’t always spoil the good things and make them unimportant.” — Doctor Who



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This entry was posted on February 28, 2017 by in Journal and tagged , .
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