The Story From A Broken Mind
On Monday I mailed out Two Christmas cards to my daughter Lilly Makar, alone with my other Christmas cards. The reason I mailed out two of the same card is in the hopes that either Lilly’s Mother Amanda Makar or her Grandmother Lori would feel the Christmas spirit and give the card to Lilly. I did include in one of them a Wendy’s 2017 free frosty key chain tag that I bought for Lilly. I am still not sure how to get Lilly her Christmas presents that I bought her. But I will address this in another post.
I did this because a friend gave me a lift to mail out this card earlier this month and asked the question “How do you know Lilly is getting the cards you send out”. I was honest and said I don’t know if Lilly is getting the cards or if they are being put in the trash. But I do document them her on my Website so that one day if not now she will learn that I never stopped reaching out, that I never stop caring and missing her. And my hope then is that daughter Lilly Makar will realize that I did not stay away I was kept away.
Because God do I miss her and want to see her. How I want to go to the Christmas lights places like big butler fair grounds or Clinton like last year. And to have her ask me ever two minutes if the cookies we are baking are done or cool enough to eat. Hell just to have a hug or her sitting beside me while watching a Christmas moves all covered up in her little purple blanket eating pop corn.
Lol I even bought Christmas stamps from the post office this year.
Here are the pictures of the two cards I sent to my daughter Lilly Makar.
“Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn’t go away.” – Philip K. Dick
“The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and bad things. The good things don’t always soften the bad things, but vice versa, the bad things don’t always spoil the good things and make them unimportant.” — Doctor Who
“The only valid censorship of ideas is the right of people not to listen.” – Tom Smothers
“Who controls the past controls the future. Who controls the present controls the past.” ― George Orwell
“If you don’t work on important problems, it’s not likely that you’ll do important work”. – Richard Hamming
“Being in a minority, even in a minority of one, did not make you mad. There was truth and there was untruth, and if you clung to the truth even against the whole world, you were not mad.” – Orwell