Mike's Struggle

The Story From A Broken Mind

Journal 10/12/16

Idk Is what to say. I am sober and don’t like it. The thoughts, the voices, the I need to run feeling. I feeling of not feeling right in your skin.

More to come later.






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Here’s later


And I am drunk amd installed my sub

My neighbors  will hate me know but I love having the voices drowned out.


My new doctor, the third in six weeks, at ChestNut Ridge Counseling decided to put me on Neurointin for my anitixy because I am drinking and the clotpin does mix well accourding to him. Fuck him.

What is a Neurontin?

Neurontin (gabapentin) is an anti-epileptic medication, also called an anticonvulsant. Gabapentin affects chemicals and nerves in the body that are involved in the cause of seizures and some types of pain. Neurontin is used in adults to treat nerve pain caused by herpes virus or shingles (herpes zoster).

Please Note: Some people have thoughts about suicide while taking this medicine. Your doctor will need to check your progress at regular visits while you are using Neurontin. Your family or other caregivers should also be alert to changes in your mood or symptoms.

Now I told the doctor That I feel Suicidal every day. WTF.


Just found out



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