Mike's Struggle

The Story From A Broken Mind

12/3/13…. I am alone again

6:34pm

I am not sure but from staying so busy. I have to need to have a face to face and try to make sence out of my new life.

3:33pm
Well things don’t change. And istill have a stacy.

1pm

High and numb,

1:07am

Why don’t I feel good in the Con? why dose this feel different?

1:03am

I am just understanding this tonight…….

Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all

You’re sick of feeling numb
You’re not the only one
I’ll take you by the hand
And I’ll show you a world that you can understand

This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn’t work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me, I’ve got a plan
When the lights go off, you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing, rather feel pain

I know, I know that you’re wounded
You know, you know that I’m here to save you
You know, you know I’m always here for you
I know, I know that you’ll thank me later

Pain, without love
Pain, can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love
Pain, I can’t get enough
Pain, I like it rough
‘Cause I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain

I gusted since you paused me I am never coming back?

———

12:45

Why would someone even care??? Care enough h to put them self in stress. Would people like her not be better off if I was not walking this earth?

But I am wising up, I am not back to not burning on my arm so that I can say I am not burning anymore lol

————

12:21pm

Yesterday Stacy said she was just tiring to give me normal.  But I do not deserve that, I don’t deserve normal.   I have all ther respect in the world for her and the tear that said she was telling the truth.  I am just not worth and the universe showed her that.

Because despite it all and all all she said

  1. She is not her
  2. I am here
  3. The pain is here

She said she did not want to be another person to leave and I said it was okay. I lied.

Stacy is not a bad person!!!!!!    Please do not think that of her.

Posted By: Mike G
Contact Email: MikesAnubis@gmail.com
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