Mike's Struggle

The Story From A Broken Mind

Latuda update Novenber & Decemberof 2013

12/2/12

Worse day well maybe in top 10.  I am head for trouble and have less people to talk to now.  See Here for that update.

I am more tight, I am more hurt, I am more fucked. So here is my number things for today.

Symptoms (1 -5 one being lowest): Voices, (5.0) | Bad thoughts, (5.0)| Feeling/Seeing bugs, (1.0) | Shadow People, (3.0) | Normal People that aren’t real, (???) | Other Visual Hallucinations, (5.0) | Knocking on walls or doors (2.0) |Cat Fred, (0) None:( Lisa (5.0)

Feeling (1-5 One being none): Down, Depressed, Or hopeless (5.0+) | Little Interest or pleasure in doing things (5.0+)| Trouble failing asleep or sleeping to much (1.0)Weed | Trouble concentrating on things (4.5) | Poor appetite or wanting to/overeating or (5.0) | Thoughts you would be better off dead (5.0+)| Thought of your a screw up or failure (5.0+)| Thought of your a screw up or failure as a father (5.0+)| Thought of your a screw up or failure at your jobs  (5.0+)| Thought that people just want to use you and throw you away like trash (5.0+)

Nightmares (1-5 One being not bad): (5.0+) About Stacy * Larun

Easiness to leave the house (1-5 One being easy 5 being couldn’t) (2.0)

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12/1/13

I have trouble things in the morning, but with the combination I am on I like being alive for like 4 hours a night well when weed is added.

Have not done a 1-5 thing in forever so lets see if i can do one know.  I am adding some.

Symptoms (1 -5 one being lowest): Voices, (4.0) | Bad thoughts, (5.0)| Feeling/Seeing bugs, (2.0) | Shadow People, (3.0) | Normal People that aren’t real, (???) | Other Visual Hallucinations, (5.0) | Knocking on walls or doors (3.0) |Cat Fred, (0) None:( Lisa (5.0)

Feeling (1-5 One being none): Down, Depressed, Or hopeless (5.0) | Little Interest or pleasure in doing things (4.0)| Trouble failing asleep or sleeping to much (1.5) | Trouble concentrating on things (4.5) | Poor appetite or wanting to/overeating or (5.0) | Thoughts you would be better off dead (10.0)| Thought of your a screw up or failure (5.0)| Thought of your a screw up or failure as a father (5.0)| Thought of your a screw up or failure at your jobs  (5.0)| Thought that people just wat to use you and throw you away like trash (5.0)

Nightmares (1-5 One being not bad): (1.5)

Easiness to leave the house (1-5 One being easy 5 being couldn’t) (2.5)

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11/25/13
1:27p

So I was down to the minimal does by my choice not the doctor and had an esposide. So I am back up to 80mgs.

I am feeling really drowsy in the am
I am also feeeling like I can’t do two things at one time.
The dry mouth when I wake up is also back.

The hallucinations frequently are not down so I may need to go up in mg.
But the strenght is with the expection of the people in my head.

 

Posted By: Mike G
Contact Email: MikesAnubis@gmail.com
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