The Story From A Broken Mind
This page was started as an index to all the posts about my struggle with seeing and being in my daughters Lilly Makar ‘s life.
I love Lilly and Miss her so much but her mother Amanda Makar will not let me see or talk to her at all. Amanda Makar states that my mental disability is why I can’t be in my daughter’s life. Because my Mental Illness maybe a danger to my daughter. I have seeked out legal advice and in till I am done with my court ordered mental health treatment I can’t afford to go for custody which works in Amanda Makars way.
Yet Amanda Makar has been charged with criminal charges for poisoning Lilly. (See More on that here).
And Children and Youth Services has been involved with Lilly since I have been in her life. And still currently are as of 4/1/17. See Amanda Makar did not want me in Lilly’s Life at all and keep her a secret after Amanda had told me she put Lilly up for adoption. So my time with my daughter has been from when she was 6 to her 10 birthday in June of 2016. I do seed card and gifts as much as I can. I am also working on getting off the court ordered mental health treatment and just going to treatment on my own.
Also Amanda will not allow me to have supervised visitation or talk to Lilly on the phone. So you have to ask yourself why is she really hurting Lilly and me?
My 2nd use/reason for this is that one day Lilly will read this and know I am not staying away from here because I wanted to but was forced to.
Video’s I made for Lilly.
I need to do more of these. Maybe someone will see this site and see her late and show her one of the videos so she knows that I am not staying away because I want to. That I am being forced to stay away.
Written log of what is happening
8/23/16 A new I miss you card, I send these as often as I can so that Lilly know I love her and miss her. (Click Here for post)
August 11, 2016 Lori Bauer telling her father that he will never see his Daughter again. (Video with post here)
The first trampoline was broken by a rain storm because Amanda would not buy 10 dollars worth of tie downs. And thus she wanted the 2nd one.
6.8.13 Well Lilly os a sleep and I was able to get her this weekend. My ex was being nice today which was shocking. All I had to do was drop off Lilly Sister at Lillys grandmothers. Which was kind of out-of-the-way but it was worth it. I had such a great night with my daughter, Bonnie and Emma seen in photo mark as.
Things have been going good with my ex and she has really been supportive of me and flexible with my visit with my move.
My daughter has not really warmed up to me the way I had hoped but i have only been in her life for about a year.
Texts between me and Lilly’s Mother
As you can see i am not always nice in the texts but that happens very rarely. But you can see my out lashes because i do not edit these screenshots at all. All the crazy you see Amanda say is really said by her.
Thanks For Viewing!!!!!
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Posted By: Sir Michael J. Granata Contact: 724-383-6008 (Google Voice) MichaelJGranata@gmail.com Facebook.com/MichaelJohnGranata Twitter.com/Mikes_Struggle Youtube.com/E7K2I4M
“Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn’t go away.” – Philip K. Dick
“The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and bad things. The good things don’t always soften the bad things, but vice versa, the bad things don’t always spoil the good things and make them unimportant.” — Doctor Who