Why can’t I apologize to myself?
Why can’t I give myself premison to forgive me, to forgive me for all the wrongs I have done to myself?
Why can’t I let go of you? Flight high my angle!
I see you when I open my eyes in the morning.
And I feel you next to me when I fall asleep.
You stay with me all day like a nightmare I just can’t forget.
A scare that is to deep to heal.
Why can’t I forgive you for forgiving me?
Why did you show me what love was?
Why could I not love you enough to listen to you?
Why did you love me at all?